Love You Effortlessly

May 14, 2015
"Will you come. To my home and meet my father now?"
"Now?"
"Yep.now"
"Listen..Ay. We're over this issue so long time ago. I will come to your father. Just..not now."
"No.you listen"
"Aku nggak paham kenapa kita bicara kayak gini"
"The talks don't work. How could the silence?"
"Ay...ada apa sih sebenarnya?"
"Do you love me?"
"Of course i love you, Ay..That's very silly question."
......
"I know you love me. And i love you too. But you don't love me effortlessly. I don't love you effortlessly."
"Ay...that doesn't make any sense. We love each other."
"It doesn't make any sense. But it does matter. Not just to me. But also to you. To us."
"Ay..aku nggak paham sama sekali."
"See. You don't understand."
"Oke, Ay..let's just be honest. And frank. Okay? Ada apa?"
"Most of the times. You don't know the whats. Even if you do know the whats, you don't know the whys. You don't know ---then how whould you understand?"....."it's so hard for us to understand each other."
"But we had it easy, Ay."
"How could you listen if you don't even hear? How could you believe if you don't even see? How could you care if you don't even remember?"
"Ay, aku benar-benar nggak paham"
"Yes, or no...Do you love Kica?"
"Aku sayang Kica. Sebagai teman, Ay.."
"I thought nothing was between you both. I thought wrong. "
"Nggak ada apa-apa, Ay.."
"A man and woman can't be just friends."
"Tapi buktinya kamu juga punya banyak teman laki-laki, kan Ay?"
"Somebody loves me. Effortlessly. A friend. I can't help not to love him back. I don't know if it's wrong or not."
"It is wrong. You have me."
"Then you are wrong too. You have me."
"It's alright now. I know how it feels to be you. To have somebody else that you love---and loves you too in return."
"Ay..are we breaking up?"
"Untuk kebaikan. Kita emang nggak pernah tahu betapa berharganya seseorang sebelum dia pergi, tapi jangan sampai kita nggak tahu betapa berharganya seseorang lain sebelum dia datang."
"Ay..this is unbelieveable."
"Love has to be effortless. If you find it not so effortless to fall in love, you might not be in love. Falling in love is free. It always has to be efforless.."
"That's not true. Love always requires effort. To accept. To understand. To forgive. Those are what i'm always trying to do."
"What you are always trying to. Not what you are always doing. It burdens you."
"Ay..it doesn't have to go that way.."
"If i don't love you effortlessly--then i simply don't love you. So..don't you."
~ dari Teman Imaji, bagian Kunci

Ditulis di kereta Gumarang, 15 menit menuju Cirebon


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